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Topic: do i love him...
dang..lately i`ve been thinkin..do i really love him??? i mean yea he is my bf but...really..dude we been going for ...2 weeks now......but that is not that long....but..he says i love you and i always say it back cuz...you know..it`s what bf and gf say...but should i say it that what i think......sometimes...i really wish...we could just be with eacher holding hands & keeping eacher warm but...he lives to far and is too old for me to go to his house..i mean..yea we see acher but we haven`t done anything yet...pretty much...i mean it...we hardly do anything so far...only....say i love you and...hang out i really want to just hug him and say i love you baby...but i get scared so i don`t do it....i mean.yea sure he thinks i`m pretty and shit..but what if ...soon he don`t and when i try..he pushes me away so i`m gonna wait for him do somthin` yadamean? but what is love really...how do u know when you really have it...what determins that you are officaly in love and that your a couple what shows how much you care for eacher just cuz your suckin on eacher toungs? i mean..yea every couple kisses & makes out you would be weird if you didn`t but still how can you prove that you are in love...i really like my bf..i really care for my bf...so does that i mean i really love my bf?...everyone thinks..we shouldn`t be together cuz he is so much older and stuff people are worried he is gonna do sumthing..but i trust him..and i know he won`t do anything to hurt me he is the one who says....lets wiat till your older to have sex..."i want to wait for you and i want u to wait for me..even though i have done it i want to wait for you now i love you." so..what do i do with that? he is so sweeeeeeeet how can you give someone like that up?...what do u think?